hvnt posted for a few days le. Stillll hvnt started on my sia. isnt that greaaat news?! i noe. i being sarcastic. again.
ive realised it isnt that hard to be sarcastic, or be totally sad or emo or angry, cause no one really cares bout me who isnt thaaat important in their lives. anw. maybe im wrong. but im feeling real left out la. plz.
ive realised over the years, that no one really understands me. even if they say they do. sometimes i think lifes all a fake. its juz something that everyone has to hold on to, but its really unfair. after all, some ppl get alll the good luck. and others, like me, get all the bad luck. im serious! i mean, no matter how hard i try something, i'll alwaays screw up. or otherwise, after all that hard work, i dont get it. and it ends up with someone else. usu my enemy.
but as a matter of fact, i dun really have an enemy. its juz that, at that moment, when someone else gets THE THING that i want without any effort, esp cause of beauty and luck, i get really boil la. its not really very fair.
anw.
i noe what i hv said may sound stupid, but sometimes you cant help lamenting that. so there.
anw, i changed blogskin le. preety obvious, isnt it? i think, this time, it really represents me. yeah.
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