i guess sometimes when i am too exciteed, i get out of control very easily.... like do things until very xiao, or juz continue doing and doing and doing-juz to find that im the only one enjoying it, but others jus do the same jus for fun, or they dont do so and ignore me, or they juz find it a nuisance...i noe this is very very random and not specific..but..but...i guess it juz applies to me ba...

a lot of ppl are willing to talk to me...chat with me...sms me...but this doesnt mean that they like me or wat..but even if they do.. they like someone else more...i wonder why they dun answer some of my qns when they think its not to their advantage or watsoeva..i might be wrong at this point la, but seriously, i hate ppl who beat round the bush just to say something that is usually hurting or something to the effect. i mean, if the remark is hurting, wateva good things you say at the beginning wont help,will it? i think the best thing to do--at least for me-is just to say things out bluntly. at least...at least...you can have the xin li zhun bei wat...

this post has been very.. very...aiya dun noe wat la..and i dont mean to point this at anyone, or even hurt anyone...this is jus to..jus to...i also dun noe...

is this considered emo?